i'm lovestucked and i can't get out.

Wed, 23 Dec 2009 19:29:48 GMT

i have the best news ever today.
MY MUMMY, AND TWO BROTHERS ARE GETTING ME AN iPHONE FOR MY BDAE NXT YEAR!!!
omg omg!!
15 days and counting down!!
<3 <3 <3
i can't wait to finally be able to play tap tap!!
and sneezies!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEE~

i love you hubby~
waiting to meet you later!

Tue, 15 Dec 2009 13:38:23 GMT

Common Test has a way of making me EMO.
Well, this is a nice song that i just came to know of.
And i thought i should share it.
ENJOY!! ^^

Everybody needs saving from time to time.
(Written by the person who made this video.)

I wanna rock-n-roll
I wanna give my soul
I'm wanting to belielve
I'm not too old
Don't want to make it up
Don't want to let you down
I want to fly away
But i'm stuck on the ground

So, help me decide
Help me to make up
Make up my mind
Wouldn't that save you
Wouldn't that save you
Wouldn't that save you

Watched it all go by
Was it really true
Is that what it was?
Was that really you?

I'm looking back again
Tracing back the threads
You said i was a mess
Or was it just in my head

So, help me decide
Help me to make up
Make up my mind
Wouldn't that save you
Wouldn't that save you
Wouldn't that save you
(2x)

Something's gotta break
You gotta swing the bat
Too many years of dying
Why is that?

So, help me decide
Help me to make up
Make up my mind
Wouldn't that save you
Wouldn't that save you
Wouldn't that save you
(3x)

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 09:57:13 GMT

If I pass all my common test papers will someone buy me an iPhone PLEASE?
*PUPPY EYES GLARE*
I'm gonna get a new phone on my bdae, bought by myself, and i hope i have enough to get an iPhone by then.
<3
CT is here, and i am prepared to die.
5 days, 6 papers = no slp.

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 14:07:43 GMT

<3 being with you.

Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:26:54 GMT

i love the way you look,
when i stare at you.
i love the way you hold me,
when we embrace.
i love the way you smile,
when i do something stupid.
i love the way you don't mind,
when i'm childish or acting cute.
i love the way you love me,
even though sometimes i may not understand.
i love the way you understand me,
even though i'm hard to deal with.
i love that you're honest,
but you know how and when to tell me.
i love the way you're so patient,
to stand with me and play with the kitten.
i love the way you always make me smile,
no matter how horrible my day was before.
i want you to know that you are truely a one of a kind husband.
and i love you deeply. <3

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 15:50:34 GMT

you're the only one i need.
i love you.

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 13:37:40 GMT

i will cry myself to sleep tonight.
i keep thinking of all the nonsense that might happen.
why does this keep happening to me?
am i that horrible a person?
the knife that stabbed my heart, left me to bleed.
i'm going crazy at the thought of losing you.

slit the wrist and leave it to bleed,
that's what i feel like doing.
cause this pain hurts so much i need relief.
save me from drowning in misery.
my heart is torn in two.
only you, can save me.
i need you, where are you?

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 12:54:57 GMT

i wish this nightmare would go away.
i want things to go back to the way they were.
my heart is breaking.
for you to be so cold.
me and my stupid self.

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 00:06:43 GMT

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 14:25:08 GMT

sick and alone. =(
i miss you alot. =/
wish you were here.

Sat, 14 Nov 2009 17:32:33 GMT

the words of truth will forever hold it's peace.
i don't know the path i am taking for it's unknown.
but this is the way i've chosen.
thus this the way i will follow.
deep inside my heart, i wavered.
i wonder if our future is bright.
but i know if i hold on,
i know that's when i will see the light.

missing my B.
from the time i met him.
do you have faith in me?

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 16:47:29 GMT

It took me 4 months,
just to miss you.
but life has brought me on a different path.
your journey now is on your own.
i wish you all the best.

B, you're all i need now~
i love you.

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 06:48:23 GMT

the day i gave you my heart,
was the day i would start loving you.
<3

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 15:56:47 GMT

i love you, the way no one else does for you.
i just do.
=D

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 14:55:42 GMT

i don't know why i love you.
i just do.

i will not let go,
i will tolerate till you decide to let go.
no promises though because i may be dead way before that.

Sun, 18 Oct 2009 17:31:30 GMT

one day, we'll all know the truth.
and it's that i was nvr really ever in your heart.

to think i was fooled by you.
i hate being connected to you.

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 14:27:09 GMT

when it all comes to an end.
that's when regret is felt.

i'm trying my best to keep strong,
but somehow i keep breaking down.

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 14:51:25 GMT

something's wrong.
i feel it.
something's up.
i know it.
but we're acting like nth happened.

this game of pretence, i will play with you.
until the day i die, i won't say a word to you.

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 13:59:29 GMT

wait, it's all i'll ever do.
is to wait for you.

once this is all over, i'll look back once again and realise it's all a dream.
my dream, just my dream to be with you.

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 19:01:35 GMT

it's probably the way things are supposed to be.

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 14:38:38 GMT

Sat, 15 Aug 2009 03:21:03 GMT

=D
thanks for always being there.

Sat, 08 Aug 2009 18:55:07 GMT

all i can hope for now is a miracle.
you are my miracle.
thanks for being there.
i <3 you.

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 17:09:48 GMT

everyday, my life is a fantasy.
you, are everything i ever wanted.
but the timing is a bit, off.
i just wish to be alone.
and my life wouldn't be as complicated. =D

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 06:39:57 GMT

i hate not having a cam phone.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh.
now like got no pictures to upload.
RARR!!
this sucks.